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It's A Wonderful/Horrible Life


Today I have been thinking about how there are a lot of great and amazing things happening in this same world that contains all sorts of unmentionable evils. The duality of our existance is quite a thing to muse over. Two links and a whole lot of life changing information I know most people won't bother reading, but here's to hoping...

Small Things Vs. Big Things


Our perception is off. What's dangled in front of us are the big things - the car(s), the house(s), the excessive bank account, the status, the white fence and the nuclear family. Think of how such a small thing could change your perception, or change your life. I held an expensive diamond the other day and it dawned on me how quick life can change, and how we are told to chase after the big things while the little things could not only afford us the big things, but also a whole lot more! That diamond, which you could wear on your index finger, is worth 8.9 million dollars. Think of how your life would change if you had that in your hand and could sell it for what it's worth. Not that I'm saying we should all go precious stone hunting - although that would be interesting, and certainly do something to the economy - but wow, just think of how the little things can affect the big things. Drug dealers get this, banks get this, De Beers gets this, arsonists get this... Do we get it? Another example happened yesterday when we had a few errands lined up to do in one of the trucks here and when I was about to leave we noticed a flat tire, caused by a 1/4" scew. As I was repairing the flat with our patch kit it again dawned on me how such a little thing can affect a whole heck of a lot of big things. Yet another example would be the guitar player who breaks a finger, or the drummer who breaks a leg on a ski trip.

Life can change quick, and small things can turn into massive things. Yet another way to put it, is in these words: 4:30 He said, “How will we liken the Kingdom of God? Or with what parable will we illustrate it? 4:31 It’s like a grain of mustard seed, which, when it is sown in the earth, though it is less than all the seeds that are on the earth, 4:32 yet when it is sown, grows up, and becomes greater than all the herbs, and puts out great branches, so that the birds of the sky can lodge under its shadow.” - The Good News According to Mark And again: 13:44 “The Kingdom of Heaven is like a treasure hidden in the field, which a man found, and hid. In his joy, he goes and sells all that he has, and buys that field. 13:45 “Again, the Kingdom of Heaven is like a man who is a merchant seeking fine pearls, 13:46 who having found one pearl of great price, he went and sold all that he had, and bought it. - The Good News According to Matthew



Our lives are in a perfect stalemate. The design is remarkable. Our politics are in stalemate and our religion is in stalemate. Think of how people overreact when a move is made. The stalemate is comfortable and the move indicates further moves and further action. People and governments go nuts when someone takes action. Silence the protest, throw money at the problem, whatever it takes to get us back to our stalemate of alleged peace. You are stuck in stalemate at your job because you can’t afford to quit. You are stalemated in your home because your mortgage, your bills, and your debt locks you there. Israeli’s aren’t rebuilding the temple in Jerusalem for a long list of reason, one of which is that the Dome of the Rock (an Islamic mosque) is on the Temple Mount, creating a political and religious stalemate. You don't want an uprising, you don't want war - do you? Some people don’t have passports, stalemating them into their own countries indefinitely. You can’t get a better car because you haven’t paid for the one you are driving. You can’t switch jobs because you have to get a newer car to make the commute. You can’t move because you don’t have the income from the better job. And all the while our surroundings are cocooning us into believing the exact opposite, that you are free and enjoy liberty and that you are in control. Watch TV, play online, go to a bar, have fun, go on facebook, pay your bills. Get ahead. I believe this is what’s called happiness in slavery. Another word would be stalemate. Who are we playing against and why are they so good at the game? If you can, it’s your move.

Last Nights Dream - Ghost Whisper Ballistics


To get everyone up to speed, I frequently have interesting dreams, usually I don't share them. This one from last night, I had to pen down. It seemed to be in the future, but not too far off. A secret military group has harnessed surveillance technology (GPS + RFID + Google Earth + E.L.F Towers, drivers license chips, anything else chipped, All street cams, new thermal imaging stratospheric blimps) and have created a virtual yet real-time world (this probably already exists). Using this technology, possibly along with , these secret ops have found a way to hotwire, or hi-jack humans.

In the dream I was operating a body that wasn't mine and knew that I had to get to the highway. I got in a truck and started driving, however my motor skills weren't entirely tuned properly which resulted in driving over lawns and hitting people, which caused the police to pursue me. While being pursued I was thinking "it doesn't matter, this will merely slow me down, not stop me completely". Eventually the lady officer rammed the truck off the road and arrested me, and while this was happening I was aware that the military ops (which I may have been a part of) was now diverting the technolgy from me to her and attempting to hotwire the officer now. When the officer and the man got back to the police station the hi-jacked man noticed a sharp object and stabbed the officer and while she was immobilized and bleeding out, the secret ops accesed her and took complete animate control of her body.

The conversation in the audio of this part of the dream was, "hurry, we have to get going" then another voice "we have to calibrate, try getting her to screw that screw over there to check the hand movements". Then I saw the now-hotwired officer grab a semi loosened screw somewhere on a desk and tighten it, and a voice followed saying "get up, go", then she got up and ran out the nearest door, while other officers came to see what was going on.

Then I woke up. It was 2am. In the dream, before the officer and man they had hi-jacked a few other bodies, but I'm not going to write about all that here. My first impression was: I hope this technology never exists, and I hope this never happens. As I have had time to think about it more and more I am realizing that the bulk of this dream is already possible. To add to that, what isn't possible is becoming possible what with a global push to chip everything with RFID chips. Un-uniformed officers will pose as violent protesters to sanction militant action against a crowd - look it up, it has, and continues, to happen.

In my dream, this technology was called Ghost Whisper Ballistics. You are being remote controlled to do random and horrible things. I can see the sick multi-purposes of this technology, and I already know of riot control technology that can immobilize humans but....mobilizing them, and controlling them like a video game? Put a virtual head set on, strap in a suit, get your kids who have been acclimated to killing thanks to Call of Duty and Doom, then strap them in to "secret government ops" and is this what you get? A giant kill grid with you and I as targets? Forget terminator, YOU will be the robot. So much for sweet dreams. I've already prayed that these horrible things never happen, but my knowledge of new technology tells me it is here already, or close. Go get chipped! It's for your safety! Don't you like remote control cars? You can be the car, they'll be the controllers.



I know I have let a lot of people down, and I wanted to write here as a testament to you and to myself that I am aware of my mistakes/shortcomings/failures/arrogances past and present, and I apologize. I hope you are able to forgive. Sometimes it's good to take a long hard look at yourself and figure out where you are and where you aren't. Looking forward, I'm aiming for a brighter future. The inner-restructuring has resumed.